Current Situation:

It's been a while. Thanks to my brother being a lying douchebag, I have no more internets. So, in order to ease my craving for the interweb, I have been using his sidekick. It has AIM and the basic functions (but no Flash or Javascript).

I've been in a real funk lately, and have no muses, so my writing (and rp'ing skills) now suck greatly. If you see me online, feel free to IM me. Hopefully I won't fail too miserably.

I have the perfect solution to the financial troubles that is plauging me. A bunch of war photos (ranging from cute little girls holding ballons to a picture of an explosion. I guess the guy was watching a testing or something. There are also some pictures of people who look like war prisoners or something.)

I figure that if I can sell these, I will make some good money. There is also some pictures of some cathedral in Spain that I will be trying to sell off to someone...

Hopefully I can make some money that way. I know people buy painting, but do they also buy photos? I have no idea.

*sigh*

Anyway, should be moving sometime the end of this month or the beginning of next month (being on a waiting list sucks). Hopefully when I do get the internet back I won't have lost all my rp'ing buddies. I'm trying to improve my rp'ing skills (because they suck) so hopefully I won't be too terrible. (Damn the sidekick screen for being so small! I get really bad headaches just from using it.)

So this is goodbye for now until I can use my mom's boyfriend's computer again. Or I get my own internet cut back on.

Ciao!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!

( Do not read if you are sane )
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For some reason, this made me laugh (actually it was the last line that made me laugh, which I have bolded). Yes, I am a sick person who has eaten too much ice cream. >>

I just saw the Redemption PV, and I want my hair like Gackt's! He looks cute with his hair in the cornrows-ponytail style.

Also, Gackt looks nearly identical to my Aunt.

When I was in the 8th grade, their used to be a boy who would sit behind me and every day he would sing the JigglyPuff theme from Pokemon. Then he would poke me in the back of my neck with his pencil.

Ah, good times.

Cock sounds so vulgar and dirty.

Penis makes me giggle like a little kid, and thus I hardly use it because it just sounds so funny in my head.

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"Oh look! He's raping his little uke, isn't that hot? Yes, who cares if rape is a traumatic and mind-damaging event that should never happen to a person. It's hot!"

Is it wrong that rape scenes being praised sicken me? Jesus Christ on a flaming monkey, there is nothing hot about rape. >.

Goddamn you Vore!muse. It's much too early in the morning for this type of craziness.

Tell me you love me and I will gut you like a fish. I will spread your entrails before you and revel in the blood spilling like rivers of crimson.

Do you understand? Have you thought to understand?

Death excites me. I can never love you as you are now. I need your death. I need to feel the warmth of your blood coating my hands. I want to feel it. Want to bathe in it, until the only thing I see is red.

You laugh it off and ignore me. When I finally twist the blade in your gut, will you continue to laugh? Let's see you laugh with a slit throat.

There is so much I want to tell you. About how this all began. They call it a sickness. I call it a release. Do you know why they call me what they call me?

They call me Vore. They call me that because I ate him.

It's really the best way to keep a lover. I found myself wondering, how can I keep him with me?

It's impossible to stay physically chained to the one you love, but in this way. This way he is always with me. Inside of me.

Don't laugh and touch my face like that. Don't look down at me with pity. I don't want it. Or your sympathy.

I will take your life though. I'll take that and keep you inside me.

If you love me, give me your soul. I'll shape a pretty doll out of it. Like a plaything, I'll keep you by my side. I'll worship you and brush your hair. I'll dress you in clothes made from silk, with little pearl buttons on your shirt.

You'll sit on the shelf next to Alice. I won't leave you alone. I'll take you down and play with you, and put you back when I'm finished with you.

If you really love me, give me your life. Give me your soul. That's all I ask of you.

Operation Angel Feather was a complete failure. I hate this computer. >.<

Oh well. On a good note, I have once again fallen in love with the movie Jesus Christ Superstar.

My Goal for 2006

1) Go to college

2) Get a BA in...something

3) Join the JET program

4) Teach English in a foreign country (maybe Japan)

5) ???

6) Profit!

I just found out my height is 5'7. I'm so happy! *bounces up and down*

Fat Sephiroth is such a cutie! I just wanna poke his little belly.

Why is it so hard to install Angel's Feather? Why? WHY??? I have nearly 2 GB worth of game file sitting on my hard drive, and have absolutely no way of playing it. Why can't AF be like Silver Chaos? The installtion was so easy. All I had to do was unzip the setup file and I was good to go.

*runs off crying*

Confess one secret.

Once when I was young, during a game of truth and dare, I made out with a girl and her brother. It was also the first time I saw a brother and sister kiss.

Oh the stories I'll be able to tell my grandchildren. >>

Is it wrong that I spend my nights posting on 4chan? *huggles /b/*

It's the only place I can post and not have a single care in the world.

Yesterday, my brother recieved a love letter...from another guy.

I must say, I am proud of the way he handled it. He didn't go crazy and act like an idiot; he simply told the man that he did not like other guys.

The only thing that worries me is that my brother and this guy work together, and it is a well known fact that people react differently when around their peers.

I didn't raise my brother to be a homophobic idiot, and I hope he doesn't do something that will make me have to kick his ass.

Just got finished watching the opening and ending FMVs for Kingdom Hearts 2, and dear lord SquareEnix not only owns my soul, but they also get a little bit of my heart too.

It's pretty-ness all around. Kairi looks so much better with long hair. I also now support the SoraxKairixRiku pairing. Cause threesomes are awesome. My basis for the threesome? Ummm.... In the opening FMV when they are all laying on the beach, all three of them are holding hands.

Yeah, that's what I'm basing the pairing off of. >>

First Advent Children, now this. I will never be able to hate SquareEnix if they keep coming up with stuff like this. (Cause I am so a graphics whore. Who cares about good plotlines and all that stuff? Pretty bois and girls make me see beyond the crappy-ness of game.)

Atlus owns my heart though, and they have to share that with Namco. If Atlus ever released Persona: Innocent Sin, they would gain a small piece of my soul. Namco has the majority of my heart though, cause Xenosaga is my fave.

On an sort of off-topic note: Damn you Namco for teasing us viewers about the identity of the white cloaked guy. He pulls off the mask, you see a little flash of skin, and then it's gone to a different scene. I hate when trailers do things like that. >.< And I still think it is Albedo, cause it did sound like him speaking at the end. I know it's not Chaos because they have different skin complexions.

Also, in the trailer when they're running towards Gaignun/blond guy (his name escapes me), I noticed that Chaos is missing. I hope he doesn't leave the party, he's my favorite character. I even loved him when he had the wang of doom and the short shorts. Allen is supposed to be playable, but he's missing from the little group too. I really hope they don't kill him off.

It sucks that all these new games are about to come out, and our PS2 is broken. I plan on buying a new one with my first paycheck, and those who abuse it will die.

Dear Mr. Kojima,

If you could have Solid Snake french the hell out of some random guy (even better if random guy is Raiden) during some point of the game. There doesn't have to be any "special moment" or reason for him doing it. All that matters is that he does it.

Cause you see, I enjoy internet drama (and the sounds of fanboys heads exploding across the nation makes me giddy) so I can only imagine the pure wank!crack that would be had from such a scene.

Not to mention that you would gain my soul with such a scene. Also, thank you dear character designers for giving Snake that plump, round ass. Oh, and the chiseled muscles. Not that I was looking or anything. >>

Love,

The Future Ruler of Nothing,

Me.